17 February 2010

Tough Day

Today has been hard.

Mr. I left Kuwait for Iraq. I know they are right next door to each other, but it is such a world of difference. I am not sure when I'll be able to talk to him again. Hopefully he gets settled soon and is able to at least call.

That's not what made today so hard though. Today, I miss my baby. I mean, I talk to Meta every day, but today for some reason, it makes my heart hurt more than usual. I miss him so much. I miss his smile and his laugh. I miss the silly things he says and does. So, I cried today. I think today was the first major breakdown i have had about it since he left. Easter seems so far away. I know that he is there for a good reason and that he is being so well taken care of. I couldn't ask for more, but I want him home. Now, I know once he's home he'll start driving me crazy again and I'll be wishing for some alone time, lol. I guess the grass is always greener....

So, that is where my head is at today...Iraq and Colorado. I just miss my family. I guess I'll just keep taking it one day at a time for now.

1 comment:

  1. Girl...the grass is always greener on the other side. When ever my in-laws take Perry back to AZ for a few weeks I start off liking the break but then miss his face. Then he comes home and drives me crazy! They are taking him again this Saturday for 2 weeks. Hang in there, I know being in the house by yourself can be daunting but soon your little man will be home and then you can run after the little firecracker and clean up after him 24/7 <3